I remember the love and how you taught me how.
-Utada Hikaru, First Love
I apologize that I haven't updated much recently due to some reasons.
1. My computer has been formatted..virus attack my anti virus didn't detect it and my blog was transformed into Vista [[: [bye bye xp]
2. Some problems *it hurts when talk about it but I want to let it out [see my previous post to know and some parts here]
Many
days have passed and I still have the heartache that my friend did to me. I pray that every night that she isn't angry to me anymore. June is coming and so is my
nightmare. I can't understand what I'm feeling right now. I love to go back to school due to the boredom at home [I can't go out during summer's] but now I think I'll stick with the summer I don't like to see her. The reason is, maybe she can't forgive me, I know her. She's some kinda...hard to understand and to cope with and I hope we're
not gonna be classmates this June.
My mistake also is I was making my
turn without thinking [yeah. as if playing chess, I got a feeling that I'm
checkmate already]. My health's already been affected like I'm
not on my mind while eating. As I can remember I even
put a ketchup on a glass [lol, how crazy was that? Good thing no one saw me] I was supposed to put ice tea on the glass. and when I was on the store I said at the waiter
"How much was the fare?" [My! As I can remember, the waiter just stared at me questionably] It was so embarrassing. It just came on my mouth.
During the previous days. the weather is misunderstandable and so is me. Rain.. afterwards, shine like me depressed, later on super happy and my ex boyfriend just texted me recently I don't what got up to him but
past is over [he was my first love though, it wouldn't be the same feelings that I had for him before]. I got nothing to do with him anymore and he's so mushy [that is because he's drunk] He even said that I am
still special to him [he told me before not to text him after we broke up, but look what the weather brought? hahaha]
and I've been lately OPied in my text clans. T_T
and sadly why
SmartBro broadband has been to slow to connect at the net lately? [just asking]
Attention to all TG's I'm back at the forum for those who knows ``ayei13 before I am now ``sundae.See my posting at your threads again [[:
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Currently Listening to: First Love by Utada Hikaru
Currently Doing: Blogging and texting.
Currently Thinking of: This next school year T_T and my ex-friend
Currently Feeling: Disturbed, Depressed.
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