"There's nothing constant in this world only the word change"
-by {idontknowwho}
Yes, it's true. I heard that quote from our science teacher when I was just a
freshman in highschool, and when I hear that word it's very
heartbreaking to my ears from
now on. Many things have
changed, passed and moved on.
1.)
Friendster has change. It and
still changing it's improving but still has disadvantages -the
bugs. I'm a bit complaining about it because I can't comment to other users in my main account and that assumes that I should make an another one. I think there are many cases of this already the same situation in my classmate too.
2.)
Past. Many things were gone, lost, gained, achieved, accomplished, forgived, forgot, grown, learned and faded away. It's so sad to hear that I didn't gained contact anymore from my
old friends :( , I guess I should make a way on how to keep in touch back again, and my fault too I sometimes snobbed at their text messages. How I was happy to see my ex' new phyisical appearance and gosh, he's really becoming a real man.
3.)
Friendship. Serious one, just happened a while ago and this is the main reason why that my blog for now is all about this. I got a new boyfriend now [but he ought to be my bestfriend before] and guess what she's my friend's ex-boyfriend [have I sinned? T_T]. She feels
getting distant, I ought to tell her before the others told her because she might feel bad about me. I felt guilty since when I told her that my boyfriend and I became together. She was happy when she first heard it but as days passed there's something wrong. The last text that I received from her was this:
"I just had a problem, maybe I'm useless but don't worry I won't bother you nor your boyfriend anymore. Don't reply back, I'm fine. hehe. I'm so proud that you're happy."
I texted her back but there was not reply I tol her how can I help her with er problems. I got a feeling that this has got to do with us. By the way the relationship was
long distance he's from another part of the Philippines, and that friend of mine is my schoolmate, I don't have the guts to show up my face on her this June, but Why am I feeling this? I'm not the one who stole the boy from her [the boy had the same feelings for me too when we were still
bestfriends and we don't know that we had the same feelings for each other.]
she's being to complacent. she didn't understand. she wont listen. If she's acting like that it's all her fault.Why did she let go of him before? That's why I just
pick him up. I'm trying to
convince myself that
it's not my fault, and my boyfriend told me that too that this isn't my fault and I hope this doesn't go with the word "trouble".
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